this is my new way of rambling.

my boyfriend makes me so incredibly happy its insane. i just love him so so so so much yk???? i miss him and i just wanna hug him and hold him and it makes me so upset i cant. i love calling with him and i love when he just sings on call. ive fallen asleep to his singing twice now and it just makes me so incredibly happy her voice makes me so happy i just. god. its such a nice voice. they have such a pretty face too. i have such an issue with remembering peoples faces but i can remember theirs so distinctly. he has a freckle above his left nostril and one above his lip more to the left. he has a freckle on his neck and very pretty blue eyes. theyre not obnoxious and are just so pretty. his hair is so fluffy yet so straight, it looks so silky and nice and its red but his roots are growing in again lololol, her face shape is so gorgeous. she has chubby cheeks but also a pointy chin and hes genuinely just so pretty. he has rlly defined eyebrows and god have i mentioned how pretty his eyes are duuuuuuuuude.!!!!!!!! i love when he scrunches his face up or when he just smiles all wide and i love her laugh. i love his little chuckles and his full on "holy shit that was hilarious" laugh. when he gets so loud with his laugh and just lets it all out omg i love his laugh. i love when i say a joke and he just laughs so hard even if it was the stupidest joke ever. i love when he does a slight chuckle after i compliment him and i can just tell his face is bright red. everytime he texts me i just smile all wide and stop everything im doing to text him. i love sitting on call w him and just hearing him mumble and sing and make random noises i love sitting in comfortable silence with him and i love how he cares for me. hes so patient with me and if i dont feel like opening up to him he wont pry unless its necessary. he was so nice and patient the night we walked through my DID together. i was so anxious hed stop loving me because of it so i hid it for so long even from myself and we just walked through it all together and he helped us figure out each and eveery individual alters name i am SO appreciative of him. he loves me through my cons and still loves me even if i wake up feeling like shit every morning :') AND he LOVES when i ramble!!! whenever hes upset sometimes hell just call me and ill ramble to him so he can focus on mt voice and just listen to me ramble. i also rambke him to sleep. when were on call and hes tired and wants to sleep hell ask me to ramble and ill just. talk about my day but HE STAYS AWAKE WHILE I TALK ABOUT MY DAY. he cares so much to know all about my day and he is so amazing and sweet and patient and i am in love.