my sweetheart

she is the sweetest,,kindest,,most caring,,smart,,beautiful,,awe inspiring,,ethereal,,otherworldly,,enticing,,fascinating,,most interesting person ive ever met,,,i feel so so so lucky to have met her she is my whole world she is so so beautiful in more ways than she could even imagine,,,her eyes are like a soft fog over a crystal clear blue lake surround by an evergreen forest,,i could get lost in them and never want to find my way out,,and their laugh oh fuck their laugh its the best sound in the world and their smile melts me their smile gives me butterflies that for the first time in my life dont hurt they make me feel loved and special and they make me feel like i matter and if i were to die at least they would miss me\

ive never really been doing great mentally and recently its gotten a lot worse but they make me so so so fucking happy and they give me hope that ill be okay and everything will be okay one day, shes the first person thats made me feel something in a long time i dont feel like i have to fear her shes my peace when she looks at me i feel genuienly loved when she tells me she loves me i can feel it in the deepest parts of my heart and soul

they are my life my blood my universe my princess my everything i love you so much kaykay <3

def gonna keep adding to this