Feeling

She’s the best, I genuinely can’t believe she’s everything I wanted… I want her in my life forever, although I’m trying my best not to move too fast. We’re really good at communicating and I love that! So it feels easy to be with her, unlike others. 

It feels so easy to do everything with her, spending time with her feels easy, being myself feels easy, hell even opening up felt easy! First time we hugged she told me I was shaking, it was cause I was nervous, but instead of feel that I’m weak n stuff, she hugs me more and says it’s adorable… I was shocked at the time, because I thought she would be at least a little like the others, but no, she’s better than them.

I want her forever, and I really really really really hope, she doesn’t get bored of me… I know that I’ll never get bored of her, because she exceeds all my expectations and standards in dating and everything else tremendously! 

Oh thank you Allah for heeding my dua, not many people have stuff that happen to me happen to them, so thank you lord for giving me many things that I want, and thank you for removing things that would harm me ya Allah!

I feel protected and loved! That’s the most important thing to me right now! <33 please don’t leave! I know you promised, but I want you to know how much I care. I also completely trust you and trust that you’re a person of your word!