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late night/early morning mini vent + dumb stuff

grr ok so umm
its 3am and im feeling?? some typa way
i kind of miss my ex boyfriend? partially in a "i miss having a bf" way but also in a "i miss feeling bad all the time" way and idk im kinda conflicted abt it
idk why im so obsessed w it now we broke up like 2 years ago and it was! not a great relationship for either of us! n i didnt really think too much abt it until recently which is weird asf


this kinda happens when i mess up my sleep schedule like this, i just kinda start thinking abt upsetting stuff nonstop and its so dumb

but anyway in other news i got some books from the library (Space Boy Volume 1, Before We Disappear, and The Sidekicks) a couple weeks ago and theyre due on the 26th so i might have to speedread again bc i keep forgetting to read at all
i already finished Space Boy but im still at the start of BWD so i cant even begin reading The Sidekicks yet and aaa
i read pretty fast so its fine but also my incompetence is stupid
i mean i did this a while ago kind of but it was only one novel a comic and a collection of short stories so it wasnt as bad then but i did still read an entire book in basically one night

idk why but i only consume big amounts of content in one sitting instead of spreading it out n sometimes ignore stuff for a while and then binge it.
had to watch all of atla in as few sittings as possible, i sometimes go a couple weeks before reading like. 1000 pages of homestuck, finished hollow knight and castle crashers as fast as possible and have barely touched them since, etc etc etc

idk i forgot where i was going with this
i love oversharing on the internet but ive decided its beddie bye night night time goodnight mothers and fuckers
but also if you have any books you wanna talk abt in the comments or smth pls do


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