Girlhood

i in fact did not enjoyed girlhood. i was not wellcome. nobody wanted me there. i was forced into girlhood by being assigned female at birth. girlhood to me means only being liked when thin, only eating when others are hungry, to neglect my own needs, being sexualized at a too young age, my struggles not being recognized, experiencing no support during mental crisis, being forgotten... i did not needed to be traumatized my whole childhood. i hate gender. i hate man. i hate what they put me through. i love not girls but woman and queers who encourage me to express my "feminin" side whitout shame or pressure or expectations i'd have to meet to be valid, worthy and loved