my crush :(

he used his straw and blew milk in my hair this morning at breakfast :( and he didn't even say sorry it really does suck that he doesn't notice me till we are alone and he can say stuff to me that he would never say in front of someone else....he is really nice i just dont know what his intent is if he wants to be something more or just someone to hang out with a "back up" if you will :(