idk anymore :(

IDK my sister has been going distance. Its so annoying. All she cares about is her boyfriend which i literally want to murder. She has all the boys by her side and i have nobody. She never even cares about me anymore. We were so close, now we arent even like sisters. She makes be depressed. Tmr she going to do shit with her boyfriend and she cant even tell her blood related sister. I keep my promises. People are so mean and cruel in this world. Why am i in it?