First things first, to be frank and honest, I am here to grow as largely as I can.
My Intentions Here on SpaceHey
Having said that, here’s the context.
I have an innate passion to share my voice. It motivates me, seemingly beyond my comprehension (though astrologically I can explain it very well- I have many planets in my 3rd house of communication including the Sun- I live for words!😁)
The selfish reason is because I must be heard, it makes me happy. The altruistic reason is because I wholly believe that what I have to say may actually help someone. I spent a large quantity of my life trapped in a sea of closed ears. From a very early age I was met with people basically telling me to shut up. My perspectives and passions were dismissed. What I loved was met with disdain as being impractical. My dreams and feelings were constantly invalidated. I never truly felt apart of anything, being the black sheep and the weird one.
I bounced around exploring the world and the minds of humans. I’ve experienced extreme poverty to comfortable wealth, back and forth in waves. I have been extremely hated to most beloved.
My experiences on this journey have given me a broad perspective. The ability to see all sides of a story and to understand peoples true motivations. I have helped and destroyed. I have been helped and I’ve been destroyed. I’ve kept what I’ve learned to myself, which serves nothing more than my own gratification for overcoming obstacle after obstacle. I don’t always get it right, but I make damn sure to make a good attempt. My old self was out of control and my evolving self has begun to accept the person I am.
I have been on a search for a place where I can share, honestly, what I have discovered in order to encourage others to continue along their path, no matter how low or repugnant it may appear at the moment. I want to share my talents and hobbies to show others their interests matter also and they should very much broadcast them regardless of the many opinions that may say otherwise.
For my own evolution and the possible evolution of others, I’m here.
As I continue to grow, I understand it gets increasingly difficult to keep up with everyone. (You don’t even wanna know how daunting it gets, my IG and Facebook messages overwhelm me) But! I do my absolute best to respond to everyone. To engage and to share.
I feel a strong pull here as I see myself in many of you. My lost tribe, doing our best to maintain a sense of individuality in a world that forces us to conform.
If I miss your message or comments, please do not think harshly of me. I won’t intentionally ignore you (unless you’re just being an ass 🥴). If I say something that offends, just let me know. I will give it a shot to see it from your side, but even still, if it violates my boundaries and personal principles, then we just agree to disagree. (Sorry folks that’s they way life works 🤷🏽♀️…that’s what makes the journey PERSONAL. Unless…you’re planning on sharing my casket in the end….)
I hope you learn something from me. I hope you appreciate in some way what I contribute. And if you get mad at me, begin to hate me or become frustrated, I hope that too teaches you something about yourself as it will most definitely teach me something about myself. I forgive you and pardon myself in advance.
P.S. This statement may and probably will evolve too, because learning for me, never ends. In 2 years I’ll be a different version of myself. Hell, maybe even tomorrow.😏
P.S.S. Pardon any grammar issues or typos. You understand what I’m saying, right?…RIGHT?! 😝