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I need somwhere to write where people will actually notice

Ive been watchng and elisa lam docu on netlfix and she did a tumbler blog thingy so i decided maybe doing a little journl can help me, a journal where people will actually notice and read it and myabe give some fr advice. also ignore the spelling errors im not trying to spellcheck rn


i have this close friend probaly my best number frined at least in my eyes. recwntly theyve been hanging out with other people spcifaclly the popular kids who legit used to bully me and them. but ts fine, i can put that aside. im glade their maing new friends, they seem happier then before. but thheyve changed. i mean i would exepct them to chnage after awhile but, i think its a not so good change. they support blanently racist people which at least how i see it would make you indirectly racist too. but, im still letting it aside, its whatever. But the thing that makes me really upset is that they are so careless of me and their old friends, its like they dont give a shit at all. And idk it kinda hurts me because their my number one but am i their number one? Not to mention their so bland and i find it diffuculy finding smth to talk with them about, like, what do i veen say? they only say bland texts like "ong" "fr" "(insert tiktok joke)". its just fusturating. and people may say make new friends, no, i cant, i domt wamt them to just abandon and forget about me. No! but i mean, ive grown closer with other people wh i was laready friends with so yay? ig.. :/ And its not like only i see the flaws, ive talked abut this with other people and they see it to and they feel it to, im just dissapointed they changed kinda for the worst.. or is it bad? if you want give me ur op's i need it :(((

On the bright side me n my crush have been ike lowkey flirting a lot, but im worried hes not serious like i am. that im justa joke to him or hes using me or this and that. idk hes prolly not people think hes fr but ig im just worried because of ppl in the past. 


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