the morbid call of the beyond

idk if this is the right category. i don’t believe in the supernatural just the endless possibilities within the natural that would colloquially be considered supernatural. death has always been an intriguing topic for me. what lies beyond it. if our consciousness is returned to the river creek that is time. whether we go forward or back. it’s an interesting line of thinking that’s been with me since the i’ve been cognizant. reincarnation is my guess, but to what? endless possibilities there. i suppose i am just waiting my turn. again if reincarnation is to be believed. life can be fun at times, when not dealing with the blah and the insignificant hoorahs. it’s really the little moments personally. sitting in a dark room, not sober and listening to my cute little tunes, biding my time. now i yell into the void with these blogs that few (hopefully) will read, and even fewer engage with. having a mouth and screaming but no one listening. cathartic to its core. i will start including songs more often | love spirals downward - nova: https://youtu.be/YICX-DOmYqo