is it love by Vendetta(aka me)

i think i'm in love but i don't know i really don't know how to explain it its like my heart lights up when hes around it sometimes skips a beat .. he supports me being trans and uses my pronouns i think i love him  i really do love him with all my heart i think i would cry for him like i would for her i love them they make me happy they support me idk i get shivers when they touch me and i love it when he hugs me my heart explodes my hands shake when he holds them is it love i really hope it is.. 

 We..we love him i love him so much i love that he reminds me to eat to sleep to take my meds i love that hes here for me and that he makes sure i never cry especially over him i think iv’e loved him ever since he started talking to me i love how he doesnt care about social media i love that he loves me i love that he listens to my problems and helps me come upp with solutions to them i love that he helps me talk to my mom even tho i get anxious when i talk to her because of emotional abuse but i still love her and would do anything for her i would die for her if she was hurt she doesn't even know it but its ok even though she doesnt support me its ok ill be fine i just love him he makes me happy and if she cant accept that as is i guess it’ll be ok im happy finally for once in years i don't have to fake a smile i don't have to fake joy i can really feel it now.. And he helped me with it and i adore him for that he took me out of a bad place when i was in way too deep he’s the best best friend ever