bidding farewells

today we have finals, and then we turn in our chromebooks during fifth period... farewell, chromebook. you've served me well. i shall miss your presence.....

i still need a computer. my brother won't fix mine, but he has no problems taking my monitor to school so he can play super smash bros with his friends.

my mom is supposed to pick me up on the 17th. i was considering moving schools and towns during one of my breakdowns lol. i just can't deal with these sudden shifts in mood. one day i want to d!e and the next i'm okay because my dad and brother aren't dicks that day. i just wish i could stay fixated on one mood. i either want to be happy or sad. i really do deserve to be sad and angry.

also i'm going to cry emo boy by ayesha erotica isn't available on spotify anymore i am at my breaking point

eeeeeeeeeeeeeemo boy