Just to Not Fit in (Poem)

More addictive than heroin

I wear my shirts slack and dye my hair black

Just to not fit in

They say that I am pinned to sin

Doomed to backtrack and lack

More addictive than heroin

I can never let myself win

I don’t know if I want to hold back, I’m a misery maniac 

Just to not fit in

I feel so isolated like a self-created alien

My mind has been sidelined and ransacked

More addictive than heroin

The thought worth every drop of poison

Every stare and attack

Just to not fit in

Far too late to bar the tailspin

Consequences have the hardest kickbacks

More addictive than heroin

To just not fit in

I'm not the best writer in the world but I wanted to try blogging so I hope it's an okay first post.