TW AHEAD talking abt gr00ming, sa, child abuse and trauma

the reason why i have it is because my mum never really cared abt me and never validated me.

now that that’s over with let’s go back to present time.

i met this girl through mutual friend of ours on tumblr,

let’s call this girl May. we told each other how old we were (me 13 and her 19) and i didn’t really mind

i already had a lot of adult friends even irl and all of them were normal but omg this bitch-

i told her i was a gay man but then she wanted to date me and ofc my dumbass was like “omg i might get woman validation, i never experienced that, i want that” so, i dated her keep in mind I AM 13 AND SHE IS 19

so now we’re dating and this bitch sends me her 🍒-

and ofc she’s pressuring me into sending my 🍒???

and my dumbass did- after that i was talking w my friend and i breathily mentioned to him abt her and let’s just say- he was scared for me

so i txt that girl explaining that i don’t want to be w her anymore bc of what happened and that bitch sent her friend on me?? i had to explain to that person that i am a minor and that i was the victim in this situation and they said they’ll help find May the help she needs but omg was this an interesting story-