what's been on my mind(heartbreak, life lessons, self-betterment)

new to spacehey but super excited to meet some rad new people!!

haii!! this is my first blog entry! there's no way around it, three days ago i dealt with probably the worst breakup of my life and it hurt so much. day by day, it does hurt less, but he did leave a pretty bad wound. anyways, my ex was the one who introduced me to this website! i figured if i was going to take anything from my past relationship, it was going to be this! not his apathy and neglect of my emotions ^_^
life does go on, as they say... well, in addition to that, i've also been terribly ill recently! don't they always choose the worst time to break it to you? LOL... we aren't sure exactly what it i caught but i've had it since about last weekend. today it doesn't feel as bad, and i've been taking some medication for it. i might be getting better :3 once i overcome this and get out of this metaphorical pit, i'm gonna reinvent myself a more assertive and confident person who doesn't need other people's approval. 
and if i've learned anything from this experience, it's that people come and go in your life. and you can't base your future around some person who might not even be there for you. it's my life, and if you're not gonna be around for the ride, then it pains me to see you go, but i guess it can't be helped. 
i'm gonna leave it at that note, hope i didn't bum anybody out ^^;; bye-bye!


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