Its taken a lot out of me. i have no clue why tonight of all nights was the right one to come out. its just some random tuesday, late september.
I had this stone in my gut all day long and it just felt like today was the day it needed to happen.
I think i got a positive response from it. My mother told me she loved me no matter what i identify with. She said it was her job to always love me. Although she is now drunk and sobbing her eyes out.. it seems like shes trying to guilt trip me. like the “where did i go wrong” type of cry.
My father didn’t acknowledge my letter. Im not 100% sure he even read it. But i tonight when he told me goodnight he left out the “baby girl” and just called me “baby”.
I do hope things look positive in my future. I’m glad o finally got it off my chest. I’m glad i took that leap of faith tonight. I encourage others to do the same when they can.
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