This ain’t normal

I swear to god I feel like something out of a teen fan-fiction or a lesbian heart-stopper right now. 

I’m literally fucking in love. 
Well I don’t know for sure but I think I can feel it. There’s just something telling me deep down that I’m meant to be with this girl, she’s meant to be mine for the rest of my life.
 And I know that’s weird Because most people at our age aren’t even properly thinking about relationships yet here I am. 
I just want to spend all my time with this girl 
Love through every moment. 

But.. 
Maybe it’s just a phase.
Maybe I don’t like her. Maybe she’s just my best friend.
It’s too late now. I’ve dug myself a hole. 
How embarrassing would that be. 
To wake up and realise I like a man. That I’m not gay. 

There’s no turning back now.. all of my friends know.
Even her.

But would I regret it in the future? Who knows. 


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