Making band

I really enjoy writing songs and it helps me to cope with life. I'm a 17 y/o kid struggling with depression, social anxiety, impossible task to fit in just like Andy Biersack lol I hope this doesn't bother anyone. He inspired me a lot since I also want to become a musician as a dream too, but I search people to make a Band. I like dark themes, 1950-2016 Aesthetic and I know a bit how to play Keyboard and a bit how to sing. I don't want to go to a singing-course because I don't want ti ding Pop-Music like them. I love emotional, angry, crazy and sad singing. Like Punk, Metal... To write a song took me usually one day within nit a lot of hours. Would anyone be interested to make a band with me?  Maybe trough facetime or something similar? I would be so happy.