TW//gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia

hi so today my brain/god woke up and chose mental warfare cause im currently co-fronting with c!Schlatt and c!George and have severe gender dysphoria and minor body dysmorphia. worst part is that i have capsize (rowing) drills which means i cant wear my binder or any shorts, which is what im wearing rn to elevate my dysphoria qwq. i just wish that i could just be shapeshifting fox boy. but no. i have the body of a female minor, and i must suffer because of it.