crushes

ok, so I have a crush on 2 boys. i won't be saying their names for various reasons but, i'll call them cay and tim. so basically they are both friends, and i've been liking tim for a while, i just started liking cay. they are both kinda the same, cay is more on the goofy side and he's a player (he has about 6 girls that he dated, and mostly cheated on all of them) on the otherhand, tim is goofy (kinda), but i just like him because of looks (I THINK), same with cay. i've only had tiny interactions with tim, and alot with cay. cay has called me cute b4, LIKE TEXTED ME IT AND STUFF! i also bullied cay but stopped for a while when i started to like him. tim looks cute n stuff, but we don't relate or anything. i have both tim's and cay's number. cay has me blocked tho, but tim doesn't. the other night, someone added me and tim and a whole lot of other people in a gc together. he also wanted me to join the call. honestly I thought he didn't even notice me. it's also almost the end of the school year. and it'll probably the last time i ever see tim or cay or even talk to them. i wanna send a text to both of them saying i like them. i really like them both, but im just so confused.