Hey guys, im back, idk whos reading this but yeah i have been working out for almost 2 years now on and off and im trying to keep up this time, i feel like my life is finally getting better, and ik i lost my grandma recently and it has been very hard but it has given an opportunity to me to really focus on my needs and who i wanna be in the future and being in year 12 also has an impact.
like im passing all my SACs and i have a stable job, i have friends and family, and praying everyday, oh and also working out everyday and watching what i eat is amazing it makes me feel so good emotionally, mentally and physically, im working out for muscles as i wanna be buff idk how else to say it, but i used to be very weak, skinny and depressed, i hated my life, so when it came to 2020 i decided it was the perfect time to work on myself and that was the best version of myself, i loved what i saw in the mirror and how i felt, it became my obsession, but i was in a toxic relationship during that time, so when i broke up with this guy, i honestly lost myself i felt emotionally numb i fell into depression, i was always so emotionally drained and fatigue, i couldnt even last 1 hour in classes. but here i am now, finally being stable again.
kinda went off track but enjoy. <3
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diogenes
just went through a version of the breakup you described, she meant so much to me and having to distance myself leaves me empty. its so inspiring to know that it can get better, thank you for sharing
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thank you so much for commenting! it means a lot, it's a tough journey but it gets better I promise.
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