AP testing

For AP Cal, I really don't want to let my teacher down. She actually believes that I could possibly have a shot at passing the test and get my college credit but I doubt myself a lot with this. I have a big tendency to forget stuff before an exam and I'm scared that I'll just blank out on the test and fail. I also have no idea how to study! :( My old middle school never actually bothers to teach us study skills and It's literally impossible to study with my parents always needing me for dumb shit like getting a popsicle for my sister or even doing chores. (which I could easily do during the weekend) I go to a very demanding school and they know this, but god FORBID my dad learns to write an email by himself

AP Bio is also being a lil shit because my teacher wasn't able to actually teach us the materials in a way that we actively understood. This man taught us like a whole college professor, which in a high school environment, is a bad thing since we really aren't at that level yet. Even worse, he straight up gives us an absurd amount of work with an unrealistic time window to complete in. But the material is just memorization so my issues really aren't as much as a problem in  Bio than they are in Cal.

I really hope I end up doing well. I  just want to graduate already!