crushes

September 27 2021

Hii, its Jhonny again 

This would be my second blog now, yee

So i promised myself that this year i would not get a crush on anyone. Especially because im doing online school, however things are not going as planed. 

Today i started my option/master classes at school and i didnt to choose what class i get because i didn't have access to the internet at all for like 4 days because my router crashed for some reason, on the days we hade to enroll in our maser classes. So i got randomly added to a class. And im panicking because i got put in a hip hop dance option.

First of all i cant dance for shit, i only know how to headbang.

Secondly there was this really pretty chick in my class.

I don't know what were doing in the class but i really hope we don't actually have to dance in front of the whole class.

Especially because i have a crush on this girl now and i don't want to embarrass myself in front of her.

Trying to good so that maybe she would like me back. She has a alt girl/ e girl type of look, so shes like alt and maybe shell like me because im also alt.. Right 

Im emo, would she like a emo boy? I don’t know, maybe im just overthinking. Oh- and im trans male, and does she even like boys. 

So ya im panicking about that. Should i text her or reach out, like i want to talk to her but im also so nervous too, So many things can go wrong. 

I don't know.

Well i hope you enjoy my blogs about me just panicking and ranting about random things.

i hope you decide to check out my profile and be my friend.

Byeee <3 Xd