me as a person

I hate that i cant even say anything now without being sent to the hospital
they claim they wanna keep me safe but all they're doing is making things worse
if this keeps happening some people are gonna take me away from parents and my family
now i feel like i have to keep everything to myself before something like that does happen
i hate this. i hate me. i hate everything im so stressed out i could literally explode
im a stressed out misunderstood 13 year old
everything i say people take out of terms
and everyone is always concerned about me and i hate it.
i hate everything about me.
my mom is sick and tired of this shes more stressed out than me
shes so stressed out she cries every time i bring up something like this