update i guess

dropped tinder bf. now searching for one of my proffessors on tinder just for a giggle. kinda dilfy but also no. it would just be funny. 

anyways bitches at work are reallllllly trying me and i am trying so hard not to have an issue with it but i really am because im fuckin sensitive alright. one of them hates me because i just happen to know her boyfriend? but she's like 18, being immature kinda goes along with that. the other one is just a cunt tbh who happens to be the other ones bestie so. lovely. but my other coworkers make it much better. 

also i want to kms over the roe v wade thing. my mom and i protested back in october and tbh i am not even surprised that they're going to overturn it. i fucking hate this country like i am so scared and angry - where did the progress go? greatest country on earth? hell nah. its so awful here. im literally going into energy so i can move out of the country - all the metrics for electricity are universal so i can transfer my skills outside the us. thank god for that. 

rewatching TWD and they're about to kill glenn. gonna stop watching again after that tbh. 

bought protein powder so im tryna get BIG. like yum muscles. i have to learn how to lift though tbh. im double jointed really bad in my elbows so its pretty difficult (im being so deadass rn) but i need to find a way lollllllllllllllkmslllllll\

im breaking out so fucking bad rn its like im 14 again

i got mothers day off so mom and i can go plant shopping/buy her some lunch/hang with her. i feel bad because to be honest i haven't been talking with her much lately (busy bc of school ending and work) but hopefully she understands. also planning on going halfsies with her on a new ipad for her (she won't let me buy her one outright so i offered to pay for the other part).

really missing my best friend. i won't see him for basically another month and a half (wow that made me really sad to realize just now), but i just miss him alot and want to talk with him and give him a hug. im not really affectionate like that but i would really love a hug from him right now. 

also tryna get some dick but its hard when no one meets my standards lmfao this virginity really starting to itch. 

i got new headphones (soundcore) and they're amazing. an autistic person on tiktok recommended them and tbh they working fuckin great and are noise cacnelling with adjustable bass and are super soft on my ears so 10/10 recommend.