2020-2021

2020 was weird for everyone. I think we can all agree with that. For me, it was more negative than positive. It started with my grades dropping drastically.No matter what I did, I couldn't fix them. It was the end of 7th grade and I just passed. 8th grade starts and now we are fully virtual. Me and my friends are still hanging out (with caution). Things seem to get better. My grades could be better but I'm passing. And then the worst happens. My whole friend group turned against me and my best friend. Me, being sick of their shit, broke off from the group. Me and my best friend still hung out, and he let me know what they were doing without me. And then he broke off. Our life began to flourish. We were happy being just us. Then I joined a club and was added to a friend group. We were friends for about a month and they did something shitty and I broke off from that. So now its just me and my best friend. We finished middle school together and we thought we were going to have the best summer ever. And then, I got a job. This really brought my life down. I was stressed and overwhelmed. My mom, being worried, took me to a psychiatrist. That's where we found out, I had depression. life was getting harder and harder and the stress of going into high school really dawned on my. I was at an all time low. Still kind of am. I started my first year of high school on September 1, 2021. Me and my best friend are still really close and hangout very often. I found who I wanted to be and now I am that person. To anyone out there reading this and can relate, just know your not alone. There are people who care about you and could never live without you. Things get better, even if it doesn't seem that way. I mean, take me for example. My life is shit and my way of coping is through jokes and posting blogs on here.