everytime i feel depressed i try to look back at my life and i always wish i could go back to that time to be happy again,, but then i think about it and realize i was in fact depressed then as well....
but then i will be in a good mood, overjoyed and then remember that im always going to have depression and things are always going to stress me out but that doesnt mean that life wont get any better,,,
it will get better and worse, and thats just how life is. when i feel happy its a state of complete elation but when im sad its like im in a giant pit in the ground with no way out,, but they flip flop throughout the day at the drop of a hat or the feeling of the air.
so yeah thats just a little bit of realism for myself and any of my cute little blog readers,
when life is in fact getting better and when i have beautiful things surrounding me to be grateful for, my brain will still find some reason to explain the lack of dopamine it produces,,
maybe my brain should start taking some responsibility around these parts ¯\_(❁ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)_/¯
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