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Heyo Heyo!
I'm 'slowly' returning online to my friends and... well that's it xD Dont have any followers really
Today I looked into the mirror, something I haven't done really in years, and I just realized something, I'm 20 and have nothing to show for it-
I won't go into a long drawn out vent thing, I can understand people don't wanna hear that, but yikes, the realization is strong with this one. but mainly, my art is what has me the most disappointed.
I draw, alot of people say thats a talent, but really? It's a penny-of-plenty, there's alot of artists, alot more than what you think, and I don't stand out with my art, I don't draw anything new or inspiring, it's not even appealing to look at. it's not good despite what people constantly say, I can't even make money with my art, THAT'S how bad it is- I missed my chance to grow something with my art years ago, and now I'm stuck within a rut.
Again, all I'm gonna say today, I've been going through extreme lows and below mild highs, But I'm not being a debbie downer, as I'm trying to get help, but I keep on getting denied, so yikes- Best thing to do now is suck it up and move on or cut the adventure short-
I hope everyone is having a better time than me, It makes me happy knowing my friends and stuff are having a good time- ^^ Sorry again for the disappearing like Miku did xD Maybe I'll post more art- probably not though-
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weirdhouseplant
I'm glad you're determined to carry on. You're art doesn't have to make money to be good, your art (and you) doesn't have to serve a purpose to be good.
If you wanna post your art I'd like to see it
Thank you so much, I really appreciate it greatly ^^
To be honest, I need to find a way to make money to help my family, and the only thing I know is my art, but it's so mediocre and that I'm too shy, it's kinda difficult.
It's hard, but I'm trying to get through it ^^
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