update on the song lyrics

“Fucking Garbage!”

Another fucking breakdown on my bed;

Always thinking about the fucked up things you said;

About me and my life and the way I am;

(Why can’t you just take me as I am);

Can’t do this and I can’t do that;

You always gotta kick me and treat me like that;

And the night before I ran away;

I turned to you and then I said;

Shave my head and let me drown;

But nobody’s gonna come to save you now; 

And no matter what you do, baby I’ll come through;

After all I’m still a piece of fucking human garbage;

Writing these lyrics to you and myself;

Don’t want this to be just another story on a shelf;

I’m gonna live like no one else has seen;

And you’ll never be a part of me;

People might fuck me and bring me down;

But I’ll never forget the night I left this town;

I turned to you, and your foggy eyes;

And kept this promise right inside;

Sometimes life gets me down;
No matter what I do; 

I keep on going; 

Back and forth and keep on going through;

This hell that the heavens sent to me;

From the deepest pit, and I can’t believe;

That all in all, in this goddamn life;

I’ll still be fucking human garbage;

And through all;

The hellish falls;

I’ll keep on going back to you;

And through my clouded eyes I’ll still know the truth;

People knock me down;
And life throws shit in my face;
Comments keep coming;
But one day i will rise and say;

Come on say it (Yeah!);

Come on;

I’m fucking human garbage!;

I’m just human garbage;

Just a fucking bin of fucking human garbage!