why im probably going to be single forever

okay but like i'm not upset abt it but i'm not happy either. lmao i feel like my standards are too high for some reason?? im t4t, (which means that i'm a trans person who dates other trans people.) and i'm a lesbian. AND i'd want an autistic partner because i want to be able to relate to them and not have to spend so much time trying to figure out what theyre trying to say. and there's not a t4t autistic lesbian in my school as far as im aware so yeah