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first off, i would like to start off by saying the world can be a scary place. noticed how i said can, because there is heaps of wonderful things/people in this world, like pizza, ariana grande, uhh, pink. well... i dont think everyone likes pink, but im obsessed, okay?
whatever i know people think its an icky colour, it makes me so confident like I FEEL LIKE A BARBIE YKNOW and like whennever i wear it, im a bad bitch okur?
its like you will be fat people will say omg diabete too much food no eat!!!
or if skinny omg stick haha funni eat 3 borgir!!!!11!!1!
its so fucking confusing like what do u want people are not photoshopped insta models and im convinced the world is stupider than i am bc of the fact that people cant get it into their thick skull with the same lines people say about beauty "social media is not real"
another issue is that like jellybean for example, suffers (like they didnt do jackshit, they got doxxed for simply being themselves), because of slander with no proof (but was actually proven to be fake receipts!!) , also idgaf what anyone says but jellybean is based. not meowbahh though. um, no. (got cancelled for a plethora of reasons, i usually hate cancel culture but damn, that edgy piece of shit deserved it.)
like come on, im losing faith in humanity, the "meowmid" trend is so cringeworthy, literally bored ass 12 year olds lots of time on their hands, without a hobby (and a father XDAHAHA funni joke! ba dum tss!! like seriously, where is the dad, come get yo kid) jumping on the hate band wagon for no actual reason, being like "HAHAHAHAHA SO FUCKING WEIRD I HATE YOUUUUUU!!!"
like ok? no one cares that ur a boring ass.
so anyway....
if u ask me, "andrea, how do u deal with toxic people?"
i would say, "BLOCK THEM!!! <3"
(yeah like i said, world = spooky. boo. people will fucking judge u, no one is ever happy. be urself.)
but anyway moving on...
shit can happen to any of us, and hard fact. and no, i know what ur saying. "bitch! you'll manifest bad things!" unfortunately, shit happens, and its not anyones fault. not my fault i got harassed, bullied, emotionally abused, shit like that but more because it might be against the rules. but we aren't gonna victim blame eh? because our scars and traumas dont ever define that. fuck that, if shit like that happens and we have the right to vent, or THAT IS NOT A BAD THING AND IT IS NOT NEGATIVE TO LET IT ALL OUT EVER! anyone whos like, so? c o p e... (listen idk how to talk like a bitchy braindead millenial ok? im literally a dumb gen z but whatever LOL gosh i need to stop affirming im dumb but why do i find it humour) and people said i was bringing negativity simply by expressing myself. it is just fucked up lmao, kind of ableist but idk. i dont think they have bpd or that type beat because like its like... excruiciating pain (girl idk if i chose the correct word lmfao))
completely unrelated,, i fucking hate that limiting belief that you need self concept in order to manifest, whoever came up with that... have a cupcake that says i frickig hate u from andrea. jokes, i was tryna be p a s s i v e a g g r e s s i v e, i mean just tryna help u by being a bitch. <3
anywhoosie i fucking hate tough love it can eat my cereal with.. no milk! ugh! <3 limiting beliefs, ugh, and forcing beliefs, listen, thats why coaches exist, but like u gotta pick one that you vibe with the most so that u can frequently watch, and if you want, watch other ones just to experiment for yourself, but forcing beliefs is a bad idea, because manifestation works differently for everyone. i know, shocking?? weirdly enough people can actually manifest with law of attraction!! (i mean, i have, i literally let go, and stayed happy for a really lllllllloooooonnnnnnnggggggg time.) i managed to like keep it too. also, mainly i say this because different beliefs, different opinions.
unrelated but the same person who thinks theyre all that, and is a hypocrite calling me entitled when they have to be respected because of age? like girl, younger people are not obligated to respect elders if theyre fucking bitches. be mean back. not saying be mean to anyone but fuck man its hypocritical asf. also, entitlement isnt a bad thing. people should be. no one deserves to be hurt like ever, just dont be a fucking cunt.
so about manifesting sps? how is that working out for me? well, lets just say it could be better. my sps are just the same people in different bodies. literally all of them act the same, think the same. we flirt for a while then, something weird happens. and also, like i said in the beginning, its not a self concept problem and people should never be shamed for their traumas, mental illnesses etc. i also noticed this cycle is a manifestation because its all the same.
i literally dont know what to do but i'd rather just focus on myself for now because i have bigger dreams and goals. but this new guy thats texting me, DAMN HE BE CUTE. literally cute asf but he looks like one of my old sps, so like i can manifest him, or this american dude that is kinda creeping me out but hes hot in weird ways. idk i will pick one once i get my shit sorted!!
but god, that american dude is just dreamy.. the most i want. i love that time he made me laugh so hard because in a vcc he was so loud, he was playing this thing, along the lines of evil borgir meme which makes me sick to my stomach if he ever goes out to someone else because he's literally so funny help.
his hands are soft looking which is like, if i hold it, its like holding a cute girls hand.
FUCKKKKKKKK I NEEDA FOCUS ON ME FIRST
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some1 blocked me bc i told them to be respectful and then i gave them advice abt computers then blocked me, bsfr. they didn’t even care if they were being rude (they told someone to kys bc of a joke) and didn’t even care about digital footprints