kinda sad ngl

i lowkey miss the feeling of being in love/ having a crush i haven't felt that in so long and like i miss it. but at the same time my standards are so high like i have a person in my head who is the perfect partner for me and i'm searching for that person and i find ppl like that person all the time but their either not real or to old or will never recognize me idk kinda sad but felt like saying it.