Day In The Life Of Bee

I feel like my life is going into a downward spiral i can barely get out of bad and my mom is pissed because i never want to go to school anymore like i missed 3 days this week and 2 days last week my room is always a mess and i don't even know how because i barely get out of my bed i don't even really get out of bed to eat all i do is sleep all day and then stay up at night wondering why i am the way i am i feels like i'm close to dying and i probably am with the lack of eating and drinking and the overly amount of sleep its probably gonna kill me sooner or later i don't know why my life has to be so shit along with the family problems i have going on i just want to not be myself anymore with i know sounds like a stereotypical teenager thing to say but i literally can't do this again more.