Life

hi im a emo girl im 22 and from usa  but i do like  johnnie guilbert music and jake bateman but i like oother music like  green day and stuff like that though  but i have diease called nf and scoliosis crooked back but i did have sergry and stuff becz i had toumer in my back and left leg but i got sergry for that and i had cemo and stuff so  my mom did drugs smoke and drank acohol when she was pregent with me and she didnt feed me right and plus i dont know my birth dad he didnt want to pay child support and he didnt like me or love me my birth mom probably didnt love me anny way scents she made th pain worse with the drugs and stuff and i couldnt choo food and i had therpiey for that  so i can eat so she did mess my eating stuff up as a kid  but  its like her water broke like 3 times my mom thought it was not going to seal back ip but it did  but part of it i dont want to be here becz f the diease she gaved me  its like part of it i want to be here and part of it i dont want to be here  but some pepple laughed at me becz my spine is croocked and stuff and people made me sad online  so people care about my feelings no  some boys just hur my feelings if i tell them  yes im adopted