the balloon fight

Yesterday, we went to a town about forty minutes away from here in another state to go to a fast food restaurant. Before we left, my next-door neighbor's kid, who I was talking about in my last blog, knocked on the door and asked my dad if we could come outside. I was getting ready in my room. My dad told him we were about to leave and would be gone for about two hours.

When we arrived back home, Jordan asked my dad immediately if we could come outside.

"Megan, Jordan is outside!" My brother shouted.

I begrudgingly walked outside. All I wanted to do in that moment was relax. That's all I ever do. Just relax and sit on my phone until night falls. I didn't want to just leave Jordan hanging, though. There aren't a lot of kids in our neighborhood, or there are and he can't hang out with him. There actually is quite a lot of kids. I wish there was this many when I was a kid. I guess there's just too many girls and the rest are too far away to hang out with on the daily.

Jordan wanted to have a balloon fight with me. My other friend (Whose birthday is actually today!) wasn't there. He said she had to go to a dance practice. I instantly asked Jordan if his parents were okay with it, and he said yes. His dad even bought him this instant water balloon thing that made water balloons within seconds.

I felt a little out-of-place as usual. I'm so weird. I just stood there as he made the balloons, MENACINGLY... (; The fight itself was pretty fun! I just felt a little bad I wasn't as entertaining as my other friend. Our energies are unmatched. I remind myself a lot of old and seemingly boring characters, such as Pete the Logi Rock from Human Resources (I binge watched that show lols). I just have zero personality. I'm so drained from everything that I just kind of exist. I hope one day I'll feel better.

I asked Jordan if he was friends with the kid who lived in the house two houses away from mine. He (the kid) attends the same school district as me and rides the same home bus as me. His older sister is also a freshman and is in the same class I'm in right now. I saw him, Jordan, and Jordan's cousin all hanging out together in front of my yard one time.

Jordan said he used to, but he wasn't anymore. I asked him why that was and he said he didn't want to talk about it. I hope nothing bad went down between them. There are a bunch of little kids on the bus I ride every day, and trust me, they can be MEAN. lol

I went back and picked up all the remains of the balloons so there wouldn't be a huge mess. Jordan had some good throws. He tricked me a couple of times. I also got him a few times even without my glasses on.
Speaking of my glasses, I sat on them again this morning and they're even more broken... :SOB: I'm going to tell my dad about it later this weekend. I can't live like this for long.
We eventually called it a night and went our different ways. I watched a few episodes of Bojack Horseman. I reaaaaally love that show! It doesn't get enough credit because it's animated. It's just such a beautifully-written show and I wish more people would look into it. I was obsessing over these two minor possum characters. They're sooo cute ♡ There needs to be more fictional possum characters in this world. I"m not talking about Ice Age.

It was nice spending time with Jordan. He also didn't swear once since our friend wasn't around... I worry it's either because he feels more comfortable around her or it's because he feels like he HAS to act different around her to fit in. We've all been in that situation where we feel like we have to follow the same vibes as other people so they can accept us.
It was nice. It really fueled my desire of having a younger brother or sister lol. I really, really wish I had another siblingggg...

Less than five minutes of class! I'll probably make another blog later today since I always type random things to pass time. I typed out this entire vent before I wrote this lol. Anyways, I hope you're all having a nice day! ♡♡♡