i still love my partner (tw panic/anxiety attack, implied abusive family)

i went in and got tested for autism spectrum disorder last thursday, and today in an hour i get my results. i've known this was happening for a day or two. ive been very anxious for most of today. during my guitar class with my partner, i had to sit out in the hallway the whole period. my partner sat out in the hallway with me (they always do) the whole time, and to calm me down they talked about our hypothetical lives together when we graduate and get away from our shitty home lives. i'm gonna go to school so i can get a good job, and twitch stream on the side, and they're gonna work. i talked to them about what's going to happen with me psychologically and what my mom's probably going to do, and we decided we're gonna get one of those camera doorbells and they'll answer the door if its ever my mom or one of my family members. i talked with them about how i'm probably gonna be afraid to go outside for a while, and they said they could do stuff like grocery shopping, or we could do it together, if i felt up to it.

overall they're being very sweet and accommodating and i love them very much