Zentha

I think Zentha ruins everything she touches but... I wish to help her still. I know she's done bad things but maybe she can change, I changed, didn't I?  Did I? Do I even have it in me to change? I tried to kill someone. I was so angry, I betrayed the woman who cared for me. She taught me how to talk, how to read, comforted me when I couldn't figure out who I was, and I betrayed her. I was almost executed, she never wanted this for me. After that I didn't change- I started working for Zentha, everyone there did bad things, it felt like a place where I could fit in. At least I thought it did. When I set out on this mission my goal was to prove myself to Zentha, I'd do anything to earn her love. I pretended to be friends with these new people, went along with their adventures when we got stuck, fought alongside them, earned their trust, then betrayed them. I didn't want to see them get hurt but I felt like had to do this. They were a family to me and i betrayed them. I still can't understand why they would accept me back after this...they're really kind people. I quit The Chosen, I found out what Zentha had planned for my family, so I quit, I won't let her hurt them. I left May behind too, one of the only members who talked to me, my only friend for a long time, I betrayed him too. I don't think I can change, I think I'm meant to betray those who care for me over and over and over again...sorry if this has run on too long, I'm just thinking I guess.