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I was driving home from school today and I was on the highway. I was probably not even a mile from my usual exit when I felt my wheel shake. So I slowed down and began to get over and as I was doing that my tire blew. I pulled over and just started getting hysterical. The type of upset when the tears wont start flowing until a few sentences in. I remember yelling something like,
"God. No. I've been good. Please. No. I've been good"
I don't know why I said that. Maybe it was because I have been doing well in school and i've been trying to be selfless. Maybe this happened because I ate out way too much this past week. Maybe because I was gossiping to my mom about my classmates but I just wanted to make her laugh. I hope it it didnt give me bad karma and caused this. Maybe if I hadn't decided to go home late because I wanted to call her I wouldn't have blew the tire. I don't know.
I don't know if I tend to be dramatic. But you have to understand I feel trapped with my car. I feel like everything else in my life is so amazing right now and my car is this constant anxiety i have. I am just really hoping I get my tire replaced and nothing else bad occurs. I don't think my heart can take anything worse right now
I'm calm for now and my optimistic mind is helping a lot. so i;ll go hang out with Ryan and try to just be.
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