Maybe just my mood?

Sigh. Nothing really matters anymore. I'll just wait for the end. I've got nothing left to look forward to. Ugh, I can't even begin to describe how much energy it takes to function as a normal human being. I just want to stay in bed all day. Maybe tomorrow. I can't be bothered with anything these days. Whatever. Maybe tomorrow. Shrug. My mind is like a bunch of nothing, but so it goes. Today was a complete loss. Basically nothing going on right now. I guess it doesn't bother me. I've pretty much been doing nothing worth mentioning. Eh.

I don't know what to say. I mean... I don't know. I'm going to go eat some cereal now and try to function in society. Speaking of which, now that I think about it, I'm pretty sure I've lost all sense of "I exist." It's getting a little harder to care about anything these days. Maybe this is the end. Maybe I'm ready for it. Maybe I'll actually enjoy it. I don't know. Pretty much nothing going on here. I'm not sure if it's just me, my mood, or the world, but everything just feels kind of meh. Like, I don't want to do anything. I just want to sleep. I just want to lay in bed, blast music, play video games, and not have any cares in the world. I don't know why I'm like this. It's not good. I mean, it is good, I guess. I think.