update!!

well its crazy how 5 months can change everything so much. well that boy i last told about ended up being a complete asshole. completely used me but that's ok because it helped me realize i had feelings for someone else. at the time i noticed he was dating my best friend. when they broke up i was there for both of them and he developed feelings foe me too. he's amazing and i can feel this one will last. he showed me what its like to really be loved by another person. I'm so happy i found him and even better his mom and his friends love me and how happy is is with me and that makes me fucking ecstatic.