i'm over you
today we spoke
it didn't hurt as bad as i thought it would
i didn't feel like screaming
i wasn't engulfed in sorrow 
i didn't feel like the world stopped
i let go
i finally let you go 
accept that what was, was
and could never be again
the way you ran back to her
at first it made my stomach twisty turny
like my worst nightmare came to life
but then i realized
you ran back to her
because you're afraid to be alone
you always have been 
you told me that's what you wanted
but watching you go back
made me realize
she could never be me
she doesn't know you like i do
what makes you happy
mad
sad
annoyed
overwhelmed
anxious
but you need her because you can't handle being alone
and that told me all the words i needed to hear
i realized im stronger
because i dont need to fill my time 
with pointless people
words 
places
i just need the love within myself 
you say you miss me
but run back to the people who don't truly care
you say you want me
but your too caught up in the hands of ego
to ever truly be yourself
it's your turn to let go
to truly feel
to truly do what's best for you 
free yourself of repetitive action
only then can you say
i'm over you