motivation is a bitch

ari, why are u writng a blog entry instead of finishing your seminar presentation for tommrow? ladies, gentlman, people, we will never know. yes we do, motivation is hard to find! yeah this is 20z% of my grade, but why isn't that enough? raugh!!! ill lighten this up by telling you that my teachers eyeballs are so bright and blue that it feels like my soul is being sucked from my body whne she stares, and thats all she does, so i am not looking foward to presenting, i am a nervous person but only when presenting. i am selectively anxious. but yes, i cant seem to focus, too much worries me and i just agonize over it all. plus break justtt ended. bleh