22/09/21

hi i’m in IT rn well actually IM they changed it to imedia alsooo i’m behind i need to do more to get more marks but idk what to do. i feel like i’ve done everything but obviously not some boys in my class are saying u like the covid no i do not like the covid ok now he’s very close to me help he’s talking about sucking peoples arms ok he’s gone back to his seat. jim was just not with us at break or lunch i’m guessing it’s cuz i said i don’t wanna be with him and he’s given up. kinda he stills walks with me to lessons when he sees me idk if he will walk back home with us tho but tbh it’s nice when just me and josh cuz jim makes josh pissed and i dont like it when josh is pissed bc then i’m sad and have no one to talk to i’ve got pe next and i hate hate hate getting changed in front of people i hate my body like the front of it?? it looks too weird and skinny and yeah anyways josh made me happy today not rlly any specific reason he just did it feels weird knowing my friends with read this. hello sarah ur hot love u and u too ella if u see this u very sexy why d these men keep scooting their chairs over to me. just to clarify they have wheels on they aren’t just scraping them along the floor oh god he’s so loud just laughed down my ear ok he’s pushing my chair do u think he even knows i exist he’s acting like no one is sat here ew what a weirdo i’m just trying to write my blog stupid man ethan spoke to me i have no clue what he said so i just smiled now he’s looking at me weird ok the men are back oh no they r loud help me i need to put my candidate number on everything and pdf it. i cha my teacher is talking in an american accent ew?  and apparently we’ve spent like 1 and a half years doing this unit and i’ve done like nothing :( i suck gonna fail gonna fail at life need to marry rich. why can’t they sit me next to athena i hate being between 2 mens i don’t like them they smell and r loud and r weird and have a bad sense of humor ew 40 mins left until pe i hope it’s not as warm as it was at lunch for pe cuz that will suck i have to wear the hoodie bc i’m insecure :ppppp i dont even know what these mark things mean LMAO JUST FOUND OUT PPL PASSED OUT TODAY AT SCHOOL CUZ OF THE VACCINE is that funny? idk they were the pick me dramatic girls so i think so. am i mean? maybe. apparently it’s mandatory to go to the after school sessions but my mom said no cuz i have to do stuff for her oops. he keeps trying to ring me mom to tell her he’s keeping me after school buttttt i told my mom why he’s calling so she keeps ignoring him. he even tried to call my old step dad who i don’t even live with anymore. i feel sick oh no the annoying men r back. what an interesting blog idk what i’m supposed to be doing in It also archie keeps ignoring me i think he hates me so i’m gonna ignore him or block him before he blocks me so i don’t feel like i’m the one who’s getting ‘friendship dumped’ yanno? or maybe i’m overthinking. mmmm i wanna watch twilight again also i need a good book to read bc ella leaves me during form time to go revise in some computer room and i don’t wanna talk to anyone else especially with my form tutor he’s so annoying and picky. athena has their hand up like it’s a flamingo rn it’s kinda bent at their elbow and their hand is doing the thing like the flick on my wrist thing kinda looks like a flamingo funky. funky flamingo 🦩 apparently flamingos arent born pink i remember finding that out years ago and not believing it. they look better pink. i am basically gonna spend this whole hour writing my awesome blog so very cool isla has a little fan plugged into her computer no fair i want a little fan i’m warm i’m also rlly thirsty but i drank all mine then josh got me one and i drank that all sooo yeh now i’m thirsty. omg it’s only 1:20 ughhhh nooo 30 mins left until pe i don’t like this lesson at all and pe is a lot better but it’s just too warm and i’m insecure of my thighs lol like i wanna put on weight and look nicer but not put on weight on my belly i need to know how to do that and eh idk not gonna talk about body image and stuff bc i don’t wanna sound like 2014 tumblr. i wanna be cool me writing a cool blog about how i feel someone just said zoo wee mama now i’m thinking of that pic of a horse that’s just captioned zoo wee mama hehe horse. horses look funny. i wanna be in bed i’m tired oh no gonna sneeze aaa ok nvm no i’m not gonna sneeze dunno what to do ughhhhh i need to repaint my nails also i look weird today and ugly and it makes me sad nieves voice is so annoying why is she so loud and talk like that she was like nooOoOoO dOnt EVEN blAme it on Maaaaaaeew. reading reviews for my school is funny hehe. one just says dad left mmmm. people are actually called porsche and mercedes lol. weird. i ughhhh dunno waht tdoo ahhhhhhhh :((:(:((: how long is this i felt like i’ve wrote a lot. ok actually nvm i haven’t read that much i have such a bad headache agh and my friends off school for a headache lol lucky af. ok this lessons needs to go quicker cuz these men r hurting my head