Hello i just need to vent

Basically my life is falling apart and i know i can do everything to stop it but idk. I will be going to sunburst youth academy and will not be here for 5 months. I leave in 3 months but im not very sure i will be back in that time so i am putting this on here My life was garbage up to this point and i've done nothing but drugs and the devil tango for weeks. idk tho yall probably think this hella cringy