coming out

okay so coming out is supposed to be an amazing point in your life where you realise you have so many people who support you, my friends were so supportive. they gave me the courage to tell my mum and lets just say i've come out to her three times now and she still refuses to use the correct name and pronouns. she was very supportive when i came out a bisexual but as soon as i came out as transgender it was a completely different story. i felt unloved and alone and i didn't feel as though i could talk to my friends about it so i told them she was supportive even though she wasn't.