turning 18 in 4 days...

i went to go update my birthday counter on my page this morning because i've been forgetting to lately and... it made me realize my birthday is literally only 4 days away.... what the hell. i'm going to be a legal adult in less than a week....

on one hand this is kind of exciting but on the other hand i'm just. idk it's a little scary i guess?

this reminds me i did some things recently that i think made me feel more like an adult... like i just voted through an absentee ballot for the first time and straightened my own hair (which sounds silly but my mom wouldn't let me until now LOL)

one thing i am undoubtedly excited for is the fact that the stanley parable: ultra deluxe is coming out on the same day which is FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!! oh and my parents are taking me out to dinner and we're gonna come home and have red velvet cake :D i'm sure april 27th will be awesome for me even if i'm scared of being a legal adult LOL