I want to blog more...

... but nothing super interesting ever happens to me lol

so here are some short blogs of just stuff im doing right now that isnt that cool

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i am getting back into image hoarding! I have been out of it since my flash drive with 10gigs of kaiji that i hand collected took a shit and i haven't been able to recover it. ive always hoarded porn but had reservations against sfw because i didnt want to recollect from the ashes ;;

i found a good image grabber though and its working well. i accidentally deleted the pixiv settings and no matter how much i try and rework it only comes back with errors. if anyone has tips on fixing it or knows how to use it please let me know!

here are the characters i am currently collecting using it

about 15gigs so far, most of it is sanae & rena because they have so. much. art.

i am maybe a quarter of the way through imagebords with sanae and she takes up 11gigs

id like to change the file naming system bc i had it set as %artist% %date% - %websitename% %id% but the artist is almost always unknown so its just a sea of unidentified works and then the actual sauced ones. also the date makes it feel wonky; i liked the idea of artists who do one character multiple times and getting to see their art progress but since i am getting images from boorus its just the time it was uploaded and not posted by the artist. but also do i really want to re-download 15gigs of data for an aestetic change? not to mention i go through and prune them and have probably spent at least a day pruning and that progress will all be gone.

such is the life of an autist *sighs*

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im questioning my sexuality a bit? cause i have gone between bi and gay constantly throughout my life and for like 2 years i have been only attracted to men. and then for some reason i started to fall for some anime girls?

and the only real thing i can tell between them is that they are masculine to some degree. so im starting to think that im more attracted to masculinity than actual men. like gay but including tomboys if that makes sense? and by attracted i mean like sexually + romantically. i normally like girls just aesthetically and in a queerplatonic way if that makes sense.

i like the term queer for myself for various reasons, but i still get the Urge to narrow down my attraction in specific terms. if anyone knows about a term for the above pls let me know.

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im rewatching mlp:fim! its been 6 years and its such a comfort show for me now! honestly im not even sure who my favorite charecter is anymore. like i used to not like a couple in the maine 5 but now i feel like i really like all of them and some of the things that used to get on my nerves dont. anyways i am on episode 24 of the first season right now and im really glad that there are so many seasons because its just such a comfort show. i <3 ponies