my dream last night TW SUICUDE PILLS I think thats it

I woke up in my old house and i was staring at my self in a mirror that i have never seen before and my face starts melting into all these people that i used to know or be freinds with and then my head started to gurt really bad and i punched the mirror and then i got like teleported to this doctors office and when he started talking it was normal at first but then his voice became like warped and weird telling me like a bunch of my intrusive thoughts and pills started pouring out of his mouth and i started to run out of his office because i was scared and i opened the door to the exit but i enterd Aiyannas room and i wachted her khs all over again and i was screaming at her and trying to take the pills from her but its like i was a ghost she didnt even react and i wached her start to have a seizure and then i woke up like crying it was so bad