A great list for me (fuck)

Its 20-fucking-22, I wish I could play victim. I wish it was okay to stay sad and depressed and fuckin stay locked in my room. No shortage of any reasons to do that. But what good is it ever gonna do? Sure, it feels good to pity yourself. It feels good to feel its the world that has wronged you. It feels good to feel your life is fucked up not because of you. But it is. Its your fault.

Whatever my life has come to is because of me. Now, its my responsibility to carry myself forward. So, heres a fucking list of shit I gotta do;

1. Make a fucking routine.
2. Lose weight and exercise
3. Buy a punching bag, learn to box and find a sparring partner
4. Learn to take punches without crying like a bitch

5. Read more and write more

6. Talk to more people and learn to take control of conversations

7. Learn to not get too attached to people

8. Get involved more. (Participate)

9. Not let myself loose from any fucking heat

Alright, lets get to work. Fuck all of you.