I WANT FREINDS

Okay first off i am 17 i turn 18 in nov. Im a junior is high school and im basically a burnt out gifted student. Sometimes i feel like i have ADHD but i dont wanna be one of those self diagnosers so i dont actually tell people that. Ill wait to actually be diagnosed lol. I have lots of different hobbies. I always find something new to become like hyper fixated on every few months or so. I like to read but i if i dont get really into within the first couple chapters it could take me months to finish the book. I really hate when someone tells me what to do even if its something i like doing. for example reading. I love reading and Harry potter. Growing up i kept being told "you Need to read the books" alllll the time. It got annoying. i read like the first 2 and thats it. I am very crafty ngl. I make 98% of my jewelry and i love it. Not only does it turn out so cute but its cheaper since store bought jewelry can be simple and expensive. I love to sketch and realism is probably more my thing. i hate coloring my drawing or doing any line art. I am trying to get better at digital art because i think digital art is fun. Im not a very religious person. I dont know if i 100% believe in anything if im being honest. I think thats called agnostic. I play minecraft (bedrock) and would love to play with anyone! (15-19 cause i get uncomfy if ur too young or old) and fortnite lmao. I also want someone to play apex with me so i can get better, i also have COD black ops 4, play zombies with me pls. Im a baby st0ner lmao. My style or "aesthetic" is kinda mixed in my opinion but i guess its mainly emo or goth or something. I think i have insomnia. I have a very very mixed music taste, I love love love horror movies. well anything horror i love. I like pickles. mmmm oh i also have daddy issues lowkey. I think thats all about me lol